Last night I dreamt I went to the doctors to get the test results for the baby I had in June. In the dream the doctor said that they couldn't find anything in the tests. They couldn't explain why she'd died. Nothing had caused it. And there wasn't anything wring with me or her which caused it.
We get the results in September, so I'm still thinking about why it happened. Plus I had a little cry before bed because I was thinking about why it had to happen.