Thursday, 29 August 2013
Thursday, 22 August 2013
Last night I dreamt I went to the doctors to get the test results for the baby I had in June. In the dream the doctor said that they couldn't find anything in the tests. They couldn't explain why she'd died. Nothing had caused it. And there wasn't anything wring with me or her which caused it.
We get the results in September, so I'm still thinking about why it happened. Plus I had a little cry before bed because I was thinking about why it had to happen.
Wednesday, 14 August 2013
Last Night I Dreamt about a big flying poisonous spider that terrorized everyone. I spent most of the dream running away from it.
It turned up at Barre class, in the swimming pool with 10YO stepson and at a restaurant, where it was caught in a napkin only to bite them (kill them) and fly off.
I hate spiders like that.
Monday, 5 August 2013
I've cried every day for the last month. Not all day, but at some point every day. I didn't really think that it was possible, but I understand now why people do.
Thursday, 1 August 2013
Later on at the party I saw my friend Kathryn, she didn't see me as she was too busy headbutting someone that she'd had a disagreement with, only Kath's head could only reach the chin of the person she was butting and it looked quite comical. The person she was headbutting DID come off worse.